Originally recorded under The Middle Passage and released August 23, 2016
lyrics
At night, I think of you.
Hell I do it in the day too, midday sun beats down illuminating a city without you in it and memories that have and haven't happened yet. I think I see you around town, playing a cruel game of hide and seek with my heart but before I can pounce on the false image of you, you disappear.
It feels like its been forever, in reality its been a week, but really its been a cycle of monotony since we said our awkward goodbye. I know you will be back soon enough but soon enough isnt now and now is when I want you, when I need you.
You left and took summer with you, all I have left is the gray period before classes start and the walls between grow higher and higher. I miss the flag we left in the city claiming it as our own, the feasts we shared before laying in each others arms, and the darkness we become each others lights for. Things dont feel the same without you, and Im scared they may not feel the same again.
In you I found a part of me I didnt previously care I was missing. I found the hand willing to slap me for being to greedy. I found the mind willing to call me into question. I found the heart willing to let me grasp it.
I miss you.
credits
from The Early Years,
released November 15, 2020
BirdBrain - Poem/Trumpet/Mixing?
Spam - Viola
Aisyah - Keys
Brenn - Guitar/Mixing/Mastering
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